Thursday, September 9, 2010
I saw a man on a far away hill
One day around about seven
I found myself on this familiar path
Moving forward as if magically driven
To say I saw a man was true
Though his shape and form were ghostly
Somehow a man he was I knew
Even with no outline, mostly
The walk was pleasant, the air usually warm
The smells and feelings sweet
As I naively plodded on along
Occasional stones cutting my feet
I found that reading was difficult enough
And writing was most unpleasant
That changed a bit when my eyes were tested
And spectacles became my newest present
The path soon changed and became quite steep
And over run with weeds
It seemed that I was constantly torn
Between my own and other’s needs
The voice in my head mentioned fourteen
And I noticed the path was widening
I was mostly excited while also a bit scared
To see so many options inviting
As I focused my eyes to see that man
Still very far away
I wondered why he remained so far, so distant
And formless that day
My legs carried me on as if they had
No other choice in the matter
I must admit poor decisions were made
And socially I was in tatters
At one point, I think one June
I looked back down the path
And while I could see from where I came
All I could do was laugh
How silly I was for walking this far
Without a plan or a cause
To go see a man who I couldn’t imagine
Even less had he’d been Santa Claus
One other thing that I had noticed
With much pain and introspect
Was all of the Y’s in the road behind
Seemed to now be circumspect
Did I really choose or was the road
Always so obvious and true?
Or maybe it just always looks that way
When you stop, look and wonder “what else could I do?”
From here and there to across the world
The walk seemed to become about show
How could a person travel so far
And end up with so much farther to go?
The path behind so clear and crisp
The road ahead so wild
Had I really been walking all this time
Since when I was a child?
The Journey complicated by hate and love
And other types of feelings
The road often dank at other times lovely
Not to mention all those business dealings
The man, my God he must be old
For he’s been there all this time
His form and shape seem less to change
As they become more solid in my mind
Today is my birthday, I am 47
And I am rounding upon him still
He’s just right there and then he’s not
But always on that hill
How much longer before I shake his hand
And ask him “please tell me your name?”
Although I think that exercise
Will seem very awkwardly lame
I hope he is all I wished him to be
Confident, happy and secure
But most of all I hope that he is
Calm, peaceful and mature
From this distance I can just make out
A smile upon his face
His eyes seem wise, his skin is worn
Though his demeanor does show some grace
I think he’s nearly just that man
That I had glimpsed a few times before
I think he understands that life
Can be quite a bitter chore
In spite of life’s crooked path
Full of rocks and hills and weeds
He looks to me like the type of guy
Who now, has everything he needs
I hope that soon I will meet this man
And we can travel together
Because who knows how much more of this path
Will be fraught with stormy weather
But I have a feeling that when we join
Up together just over there
It will be like we’ve always known each other
And will travel as one without care
Live Life, Love Always and Laugh Often
I am sure that is his creed
And if he articulates his personal goals
I am sure they are the same as for me:
To Love and Be Loved
To Learn New Things
To Perform Meaningful Work
In hopes that those three things will lead
To Finding Inner Peace as the Perk
I saw myself on a far away hill
One day when I was seven
I knew that it would take some time
To get to my personal heaven
47 years may be a long time
But there is more time still left
To join with that vision upon that hill
And to become even happier yet
Friday, September 3, 2010
Most people think of Einstein as a weird old guy with crazy hair from the 1940s and early 1950s that had something to do with relativity and E=MC^2. The Einstein that I think about is the young Mr. Einstein who did his most spectacular work from 1902 through 1912. Not only did he completely break down common physics paradigms, but his methodology was completely unique when he started out and frankly has not been copied much since. The young Einstein was a very passionate, friendly, outgoing and social person. He liked to couple his curiosity with his social life. His method for understanding the most complex issues of the physical world, usually began with asking fundamental questions of his colleagues/friends over tea or spirits. They would discuss, argue and debate the most basic questions, like "What is light?" and "Why does time seem to be so important?". He would then go off on his own, for days or weeks at a time and ponder these questions, constantly mulling over the popular ideas of the day and the ideas and insights that came from his discussions with friends. Then in a turn, he would dive into his own mind and do things like imagine what it would be like to be a beam of light traveling through space. After spending an incredible amount of energy and time thinking of these things, he would purpose a solution that no one could imagine. To sell his ideas, Einstein would reduce his mental model and thought experiments (a common tool used in physics for hundreds of years) to a few elegant analogies that would make his peers wonder, "maybe he IS on to something". Lastly, he would devise the mathematics to show that his ideas were possible in the real world. By the time the mathematics was complete, his idea would be so refined and plausible that other scientists would take on the task of creatively figuring out experimental methods to attempt to prove or refute his conclusions. Einstein is a hero because he not only had the objectivity to put all possible thoughts on the table, but also because once he reached the point where he KNEW that something was correct, even if it defied current norms, he would work to make the idea palatable to his strongest critics, through the force of his strong will and use of his immense creativity.
Born in Louisville, Kentucky at a time with opportunities for African-Americans were not optimal, Muhammad Ali pursued his path to self actualization. In the 60s, Ali embodied the fears of white America, as a large, strong, aggressive, intelligent and arrogant black man. Many would say and even advise him to "tone it down a bit", for fear that he would create so much disdain among the establishment that regardless of his talent, he would not be allowed to succeed. Ali didn't care. If being strong and intelligent and arrogant bothered folks, that was their issue, not his. He worked to become stronger, more intelligent and more arrogant, as if to prove that his path was the right path and no one could derail him. Even his conversion to Islam was thought of as simply a way to avoid Vietnam, but as the decades passed and Muhammad's devotion to his faith continued, it was obvious that there was no lack of integrity in this choice. Muhammad Ali is a hero, not because he was a great athlete who accomplished much, nor because he will always be one of the most recognizable humans who ever lived, but because he lived as he was. He knew he was the greatest and he became the greatest.
Born a Prince and a spoiled one at that, The Buddha realized at an early age that living in the palace could not make him happy. When the Buddha left the palace with nothing more than a robe, a pair of sandals and a water flask, he had no intention of starting a revolution in human thought. Legend has it that he sat under a tree by a stream and decided that he would sit there until he figured out the key to happiness, connectedness and personal fulfillment. As legends go, this one isn't the most fantastical to believe, but whether he spent a few days, weeks, months or years under that tree, what resulted was truly remarkable. Through several hundreds of years of precise verbal transcription, within the early generations of the Buddhist following, until finally his thoughts were put into text, his enlightenment began to change the world. While Buddhism is a minority religion, by far and away practiced by far fewer people than Islam, Christianity or Hinduism, Buddhist concepts appear in most every culture in the modern world.
Simply put, the Buddhist ethic is three-fold.
(1) Anxiety, Fear and Negativism (greed, hate, guilt, etc..) are all rooted in attachment. Attachment to material things. Attachment to the opinions of others. Attachment to the anxiety, fears and negativism of those you love. Therefore, the path to a calm, peaceful, joyous existence (contentment) is a lack of attachment.
(2) Everything in the Universe (energy, forces, stars, rocks, gases, plants, animals) seeks contentment and therefore deserves full respect and autonomy to find it.
(3) The only way to appreciate and possibly achieve contentment is through "being present" all the time. Achieving full awareness. Full awareness can only be achieved through meditation (thoughtfulness).
To me the thing that makes The Buddha so interesting is that he was able to articulate fundamental principles that are purely humanistic. Being such there is no need for a deity or a set of behavioral rules. There is no need for the morality play or a struggle between good and evil.
Unique, creative, paradigm challenging and simple, yet elegant, Buddhist concepts are very compelling.
My Dad - Norman Knapp
Like Muhammad Ali, my dad was born near the Ohio River. Like Einstein he had a German sir name and a natural curiosity. Like the Buddha, he understood that material things could not bring happiness. Unlike my other heroes, my dad was never an Olympic athlete, a world famous scientist or the founder of a religion.
Norman Knapp was and is, just a man living a relatively simple life. Why then is he one of my heroes? Why does he have a special place on the wall in my office reserved for these other great humans? It may surprise you that his hero status has very little to do with the fact that he is my father. In fact that only connection between him being my dad AND my hero is that if he wasn't my dad, I would have never known about him. My dad is one of the kindest, most generous people that I have ever met.
He is just nice, friendly, funny, smart and caring. That's it. Nothing spectacular to be seen on the surface. However, when you think about it, how many people do you know who genuinely embody kindness, generosity, humility and concern? Probably not many.
My dad always worked a lot when I was a kid and between work, taking care of my sister and doing my mother's bidding, he and I spent very little time together. However, I always felt his presence, his humanity, his essence, everywhere I went. As we got older and spent more time together, I learned to appreciate just being around him. No agenda, nothing to accomplish, just being in proximity of each other. I remember countless times that my dad looked silly or unorthodox while performing a task. I remember countless disappointments and failures that me or my family put on him for the results of some endeavor or other. But, I NEVER remember my dad seeming to feel uncomfortable or feel disappointed or feel like he was a failure. Somewhere inside his psyche the idea that he was any different or any less of a human than the next person, could just never gain ground. My dad is always comfortable in his own skin.
There are three things that my dad told me that I will never forget.
(1) There are two kinds of people in this world. One kind wakes up every morning and complains about everything that they don't have and how miserable they are. Me, I am the other kind. I wake up every morning and can not believe how great my life has been and how much I enjoy living.
(2) You know, this is going to sound horrible, but while I loved your mother more than anyone ever, I don't miss her as much as I thought I would after she died. Its like my life just goes on and hers does not and such is the way of the world. Some of my friends have lost a spouse and they moan about it all the time. I just don't understand that attitude.
(3) Money is like a pretty woman. Its nice to have, but you can live without it.
I hope that you can learn about who I am and how I think, based on not only my choice of heroes, but on the reasons why they are my heroes.
Monday, June 28, 2010
There is a lot of turmoil and angst in the American political scene today. Groups and Individuals are fractionalized along deep rooted lines of political, spiritual and cultural ideologies. This causes concern, stress and mistrust among and between people that must coexist in order to make our community work. Today, I commented to someone during a heated political debate that I was independent of any political party and they responded that “if you can’t take a stand, then you stand for nothing”. That comment bothered me, in that I do have deep and passionate beliefs in how things “should be”, but no political party or religion or social organization that I am aware of, has yet to cover enough common ground with my belief system, for me to identify or label myself as a member or affiliate.
While I think that the written ideas that Christ espoused are lovely, I have yet to meet a Christian that lives as Jesus supposedly did. While Confucius had many great insights into how society can function effectively, no government has yet been able to achieve anything similar to the Confusion model.
While our human failings to uphold these (and other) grand ideals does not in and of itself make me despise humanity, it does further explain why I choose not to affiliate with organized groups OR to label myself as Left or Right or Liberal or Conservative. I will leave the labeling up to you, after you read this article.
Categorization seems to be the way that political, spiritual and social “report cards” are graded these days, so I will enumerate and categorize my belief system in a topical fashion below. However, before I do, I wish to write about my general theory of life and humanity. This theory builds the framework for why I believe what I believe and offers some structure to hang the specific, topical ideas upon. This general theory of life and humanity MAY also provide some common ground for those who are quick to label me or my beliefs. It is my sincerest hope that by reading this general theory of life and humanity, that all readers will identify with at least some small part of what I say and then appreciate and respect my beliefs, even if on a categorical basis there are many disagreements.
General Theory of Life and Humanity
The purpose of all life is to sustain oneself as long as possible and to reproduce new, autonomous life in our own image, passing genetic and (for advanced life) cultural traits from one iteration to another.
While this seems like it could be a relatively benign process, problems arise when there are not locally available, infinite resources for all of the life that wishes to fulfill this mission. Competition occurs between species and within species to fulfill the purpose of life, at the lowest short term cost (energy, health, overall risk) when resources are not infinite and locally available. This competition creates stress between individuals and in the case of more advanced life forms, causes neurosis that lead to culture.
Now, I get that I may offend people when I say that culture or community or civilization or religion or art are responses to neurosis, but that is not a judgmental comment on my part. It just seems to me that our fears, insecurities and need for stability drive much of our individual and cultural activities. Even much of what I do each day is driven by the unseen hand of my own neurotic humanity. I am not a misanthropist, but I do not find humans to be anything close to ideal either. We tend to be short sighted, greedy consumers, which obviously influences how I define the purpose of life in the above paragraphs. I also believe that we lose touch with our place in the universe and instead of worrying about where we came from or why we exist, we should consider worrying a bit more about the wonderful balance that exists in our bodies and in our surroundings. I strongly feel that understanding our place and seeking this balance can help us become better individuals. I am not sure that seeking this balance would make us any better collectively, but I doubt that it would hurt to try.
Beyond just the nature of humanity, is the realm of the practical, day to day existence in our “modern” world. Life is difficult, scary and unpredictable. I believe that Genetics and Environment both play a HUGE role in how an individual will likely “end up”. I am not an apologist, nor do I believe in a caste system however, the fact is that kids of smart parents tend to be smarter on average, just like kids with tall parents, tend to be taller on average. Kids that are born in to poverty tend to remain in poverty and wealthy kids are more likely to achieve higher education levels and be wealthier themselves. This is true for individuals, nations, continents and subcultures within nations and continents. I wish to stress that this does mean that a single individual can not be born to poor dumb parents and end up smart and wealthy or vise versa. What it means is that on average, the time, place and genetic make up at birth matter more than most of us like to think about.
This brings me to another quirky bit of human nature that drives me mad. Most people (especially in our Western culture) love to point to exceptions. These, often highly educated folks, ignore the data, the statistics, the numbers and point to examples of “Johnny can do it, so anyone can do it”. They worry about terrorism, but not about driving while texting or not wearing seat belts. Death by car will cause far more deaths in the
Which country have the most people incarcerated per capita?
Which “modern” nation has a lower quartile literacy rate, lower than
Which nation spends the highest percentage of its GDP on health care?
Which country uses more energy per capita than any other?
Which country has the 3rd highest tax rate overall (of western countries), including real estate, income, state, local, federal and VAT and excise taxes combined?
Do you “believe in” global warming? Be it naturally caused or man-made or a natural cycle that has been influenced or sped up by man, the data shows that the globe is warming. There is no “belief” or faith required. The data exists.
God, Religion, Science and All of That Stuff
Those of you that know me know that I am a very curious person and that I love the natural sciences. This passion has been with me all of my life. I also do not believe that a love of science excludes an interest or involvement in the metaphysical. I believe that it would be not only arrogant, but simply inaccurate to say that in this modern world, we know enough about the universe to rule out a Creator or even out of body energy and things like that. We simply don’t and probably can’t ever know all that there is to know. Therefore I have no problem with religion, spirituality or anyone’s beliefs in that regard. I believe that there can not be ONE true God or religion, because that would mean that an awful lot of folks have it wrong and the implications for getting it wrong sound horrific. I also believe that if there is a God or Creator, they have other stuff to worry about than answering someone’s prayers for a better husband or a new car. This does not mean that prayer or meditation is not helpful. From the standpoint of clarity of thought, stress relief and focus, prayer and meditation come highly recommended. Since I also believe that purely due to the immense size of the Universe, it is quite likely that there are other highly evolved life forms and those may also have spirituality, so again the concept of one right approach seems very tribal. “My dad is better than your dad”… see fear and neurosis comments above. I do find it quite sad that humans will kill other humans in the name or for the sake of their religion. I am not just talking about a Muslim thing here, the first white Americans killed (both on purpose and inadvertently) the Native Americans in the name of “Manifest Destiny”. What a load of crap!
Democracy, Socialism, Communism, Exploitation and Corruption
Even Plato would admit that an all knowing, purely moral and very wealthy benevolent dictator is not a bad form of government. Just ask the people in
I believe that governments are necessary for humans to function in large groups. It is sadly unfortunate that we have to abdicate our own self interest and influence to a central governing body, but there seems to be no easy way around this. I guess in the near future, if we outfitted everyone with an IPAD, we could have a true democracy where we vote on every spending bill and every resolution to go to war, but there would still need to be a “filtering” process for getting items on the collective agenda. It is popular to “rail against big government”. Well, given that fact that BP is dumping millions of gallons of oil into the Gulf each day and that the “housing crisis” was completely caused by unethical, stupid and in some cases immoral business persons, it would appear that some form of control makes sense. So how much is too much? Consider which of the following you would want a non-governmental agency to manage.
National Defense – do you want private companies to have access to nukes and stealth fighters?
Highways – do you want to pay as you go on EVERY roadway, bridge and tunnel that you use?
Sewage – do you want a poop fee? Should that be per flush or per pound of waste?
Criminal and Civil Courts – do you want to pay directly for this service? What if the other party pays a premium for “better” service?
Education – do you really think that you should have access to better facilities and teachers if you are wealthy? Is that what
Health care – how is health care THAT much different than these other services listed above? What is it that makes everyone think that “national health care” is bad? All of our NATO allies have national health care. (They also let gays serve openly in their military)
So, I don’t know that answer of how much is too much when it comes to government, however I do know that OUR government is not a democracy. How much real choice do we have in our elected officials? How is it that the cost of getting elected to the Senate is now over $5MILLION? Do you have 1, 2, 3 or 20 choices on each ballot for each position? Think for a second about how limited our choices here really are. There are only two major parties and less than 1% of our elected officials are “Independents”.
Now consider how much money is spent on these campaigns and how much influence cable TV has on public opinion and how much money is spent by lobbyists. These lobbyists spend $3.5 BILLION a year to “influence” legislation. How much have you personally spent this year on either getting your senator elected or “influencing” his votes on legislation? Do you still believe that we live in a democracy? I think that we live in a make believe world where the middle class is sold a fantasy. Let me explain further.
Now, let’s look at the world.
THIS then is the rub. We all know that this task is impossible. Humans are too greedy, too fearful and too controlling of their own short term future to be THAT generous. Sure we will donate old items and give money at Christmas time, but we are not truly generous. True generosity would be to give until the next guy is on par with you. “But I work hard for my stuff” you say. I believe that we all work hard to survive, don’t we? Aren’t we in this struggle together? Can’t we show compassion, because we can see ourselves in the other person’s place?
Free Markets, Taxation, Greed and other mechanisms for Managing Behavior
People often confuse the theoretical with the practical. Economics is no different. While I completely understand and subscribe to the open market theory of economics, I also have 46 years of life and 30 years of business experience that tells me that people will take any advantage they can to gain the upper hand. Not everyone is evil, but everyone is looking for an edge. There is NO level playing field. With unequal access to education, information and resources (capital, technology, people), there is no open, free and fair market. Additionally, the concept of a “rational” market is ludicrous. How many people do you know that behave rationally ALL of the time? Lastly, the concept of “market voting” is a pipe dream. People can boycott for a period of time, but they need to eat and fuel their cars and sooner or later that dairy farmer or large oil company is going to get its share of the revenue, simply due to unequal access, opportunity and the fact that Melanie runs out of fuel in front of a BP and the next station is 5 miles away.
Not only are boycotts and such normally ineffective (they can help at certain times and we saw that in
What about taxes? Well if William Henry Harrison’s words that “taxation without representation is tyranny” are true, then we live in a tyranny. We are being taxed by people that are not representing us. They are representing the lobbyist, political bosses and marketing/media interests, who in turn exploit us. YES the middle class is highly exploited in this. We are exploited by our sense of national pride, that keeps the machine oiled and functioning, by our fears so that we don’t ask the tough questions, by our delusions of grandeur that we can “be somebody”, while all along we use our talents and energy to transfer more and more wealth to the wealthier, while our future (see below) continues to be jeopardized, by ruining the planet.
I believe that taxes are necessary to transfer wealth to manage the government, but that these taxes should be small and limited, as should the government’s spending. Neither surpluses nor deficits should exist in any governmental budget. If a surplus occurs then the rebate should be proportional to the actual contribution. If a deficit occurs then the required payment should be similarly proportional. Just like a club membership, we should “true up” the finances at the end of each year. This concept COULD work if we had a slightly smaller and extremely more efficient governmental structure.
A Brief History of
All governments need a structure upon which to function. Our constitution was an attempt to establish a structure that was as fair and equitable as possible for a loose confederacy of states. As insightful as the founders were, things have changed quite a bit in 223 years. So this brings me to what I like and dislike about our constitution. First of all the preamble is a very interesting prose when taken in both a historical and literal context. My favorite part is “… in order to form a more perfect union…”. That clearly shows that the writers did not believe that we were forming a perfect union of these widely varied “states”, but that we were attempting to form a “more” perfect union. In other words - just trying to do our best. I love that idea, it strongly appeals to the pragmatist and realist in me. That phrase alone should be enough to convince people that like the bible or any other written word, strict literal interpretation, may cause problems.
In addition to not having much praise for those that wish to literally interpret the constitution, I am not very fond of those that wish to make constitutional amendments for things that are clearly legislative initiatives. Even the amendments about voting age and such, could be done by the legislative branch. The constitution is for framing and structure, for the fundamental rights and the basic rules, not for dictating the will of the people at a given moment in time. There is, however, one amendment that I would add and I would add it to the bill of rights. The framers had no idea that our medical technology and wealth would ever place us in this position, so I certainly don’t blame them for the oversight. They even hint at such a thought in the preamble when they say, “…promote the general welfare and secure the blessings of liberty ...” I would propose an addition to the bill of rights that establishes that “equitable access to healthcare is a fundamental right of all citizens”. I believe that the framers would love this addition.
Abortion, Capital Punishment and Euthanasia
My favorite paradox is the person who claims to be “Right to Life” or more accurately anti-abortion, but believes in Capital Punishment. Call me anal retentive, but I like my beliefs to be internally consistent. I also don’t understand the fervor over euthanasia.
I believe that life IS precious and that abortion is not a wonderful, nice or even good thing. However, I believe that a fetus is neither a person, nor a citizen and that the rights of the mother over ride the rights of the fetus. I also believe that some children are born into situations whereby they suffer to the extent that living is not always better than enduring. Since we don’t know when life begins and living is hard I have to allow that some mothers would choose abortion. Since the procedure is risky and will be done anyway if made illegal, the option to do it legally must remain available.
I believe that managed, controlled euthanasia is a good option to afford people. A possible end to suffering, a way to deal with pain, high costs of extending life and the suffering, not only of the sick or impaired, but the suffering of that person’s loved ones. I believe that allowing individuals to make decisions to manage their suffering and end of life is a good thing.
The data shows that capital punishment is not a deterrent to crime. The data shows that innocent people have been put to death for crimes that they did not commit. Pure and simple, for these reasons, I believe that capital punishment is unacceptable.
Immigration, Education, Gay Rights and Healthcare
While this list looks like a hodgepodge of ideas, to me they are all interrelated. Basically, I believe that Immigration, Education, Gay Rights and Healthcare all fall under the fundamental rights of ALL human beings.
This country has been and continues to be built on the influx and work of immigrants and their descendents. While I do believe that “illegal immigrants” should be deported, the process of immigration is not set up to be simple, easy to understand or very cost effective. I believe that immigration (temporary) should be as simple as getting an ID/driver’s license. Add a quick Interpol background check and finger prints and the person is registered. After a 1 year wait and passing the citizenship test, they become citizens for a nominal fee, like $100 or 2% of their annual income, capped at $2,500. I believe anyone that is not a hardened felon or militant has the right to be an American.
Gay Rights – all citizens must be guaranteed full and equal rights, equal protections and equal access regardless of religion, disability, mental status, race, age, gender, sexual orientation or any other biological or sociological factors. Our NATO allies have allowed gays and lesbians to serve in their military for years and frankly, by default, so have we and there are NO indications of generalized issues (sexual, harassment) existing at levels beyond individual cases and at rates of occurrence much lower than in the non-military population. I believe that Americans need to grow up, regarding this issue.
I believe that the right to healthcare is a fundamental human right. I believe that through creativity and involvement we can find ways to pay for healthcare. I believe that our defense budget has plenty of slop in it that can go toward this plan. I believe that insurance companies, doctors, hospitals, pharmaceutical companies and lawyers can poach a little less and make this effort work, under National Standards, operated by local, professional and government cooperatives. I believe that we can take the best practices from our NATO allies and develop an even better system. I believe that we can do so in a cost effective manner. I believe that we will generate healthier lifestyles AND more tax income (which mean lower cost and higher revenues), by implementing the education changes noted below.
I believe that public education is critical to the nation’s security, independence and future. National education standards should be straight forward and audited against routinely. Real estate and income taxes (corporate and private) should be allocated EVENLY among all school districts, based on population. Public Universities should allow any resident and citizen that meets minimum entrance requirements to attend FREE of charge – paid by our taxes. People underestimate the VALUE to our society as a whole of having a highly educated people in all corners and parts of our society and economy. Being dependent on foreign nationals for technology is not a good thing. A participatory government can not survive without a well informed and intelligent populace. Effective and Appropriate Education should be a right for all Americans. It costs more to incarcerate a person in prison for one year than it does to send them to a public University for 4 years. I believe that all children want to be educated.
War is never a good thing and wars are to be fought defensively and only when a REAL threat to our people, culture or the world in general exists. Not a limited threat, not a perceived threat, not a single attack or harassment. Does this mean that I feel there should have been no response to the 911 attacks? No. I believe that our response should have been measured and well thought out. I believe that our response shouldn’t have put one more American or any innocent people in harm’s way than absolutely necessary. I believe that for a lot less cost (money, resources, pain and life) we could have imagined and implemented a plan to find the core of Al Qaeda and damaged them significantly. I believe that we could have hurt or even toppled the Taliban in punishment for allowing Al Qaeda to operate openly in
I believe that it is absolutely immoral to tolerate a corrupt, poor and desperate neighbor on our Southern border. I believe that the family oriented, hard working people of
I believe that we should do more in
I believe we should be very open and friendly with ALL nations in
I believe that our Israeli policy is too one sided and is rooted NOT in our best interest, but rather in our deep fundamental Christian beliefs and in our irrational political fears of a backlash from Jewish Americans. The Palestinians were there first. How would you feel is someone came and took your house and property and moved you to a slum? We should demand Palestinian sovereignty and firm set boarders for
The Future a.k.a Energy (including food), Economic Stability and the Environment
Our future or more precisely the length of our future depends on decisions that have already been made and those that will be made within the next decade. While I believe that some way or another, the human species will adapt to survive most any outcomes, there are some outcomes that may overwhelm us or if not force us to extinction, could certainly reduce our numbers dramatically.
It is clear that since the most recent explosion of the human population, roughly 500 years ago, the consumption of wood, water, fossil fuels and other resources has outstripped the earth’s ability to replenish itself. As a species, we have become like locusts, rats or cockroaches. Constantly consuming and moving on, never considering how long it will be until we consume ourselves into extinction.
I believe that the way we use the earth must be reviewed, discussed and debated. I believe that REAL science must be done to clearly understand our situation. When I say real science, I mean science free of special interests and opinions, free of fear and political agenda. If we can no all agree that the future of our species deserves no less than complete focus and candor, then we SHOULD become extinct! I then believe that collectively we must change our behavior regarding how we use the world.
I believe that a comprehensive energy and environmental policy, includes how we grow, process and use food. I believe that incentives and disincentives MUST be used to manage behavior. I believe that this behavior management must extend to all peoples in all nations. I believe that a $5 per gallon excise tax on foreign oil products and a $1 per gallon excise tax for domestic oil products would be an incentive to walk more and use publish transportation more. I believe that it would also help us reduce our concerns about what happens in the Middle East and
I passionately believe that a Comprehensive Energy Policy synergistically feeds back into Excellent National Security, Quality Healthcare and Much Lower Taxes. I further believe that Broad Civil Rights and Quality Education fuel this synergy among the top issues of the day!!
Sadly, I believe that human beings are not programmed to embrace or implement these types of ideas and our species will suffer dearly for our lack of respect and cooperation with each other and our planet.
Saturday, March 13, 2010
A life well lived is full of action
A life well lived is full of surprise
A life well lived bares fruit of achievement
A life well lived bares memories galore
Partnerships can be much different
Beginning with hopes and dreams
Often ending in disappointment
Once in a while a magical match
Allows a partnership to further advance
A love well lived is full of forgiveness
A love well lived is full of respect
A love well lived bares scars of remorse
A love well lived bares witness to joy
Time not only heals, it binds
True joy comes from acceptance and peace
True love creates its own sustenance
Once in a while a magical love
Allows two to become more than they ever once were
To have lived well and loved well is a masterful achievement
Continuing to live well and love well is a joyous thought
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
The most fun thing about buying a lottery ticket is the fantasizing about what to do with the money. So here is what I would do.
(1) Pay the taxes on it = about $37 Million
(2) Split the balance with Andrea, so we don't argue about how each one of us spends it = about $23 Million.
(3) Set up an annuity that pays me $10K a month until I'm 70 years old and on a full pension = about $1.6MM. Why only $10,000 a month? Well, I have lived on as little as $250 a month, so $10,000 tax free seems like a lot.
(4) Set up an annuity that pays my 5 children each $3,000 a month from ages 21 to 65 = about $4.2 Million. Mostly so they always have food and shelter and also leave me alone often.
(5) Set up a fund for educating my children and grandchildren through university = about $3 Million.
(6) Establish a university scholarship fund for needy kids from my high school = $750,000
(7) Establish a university scholarship fund for needy kids from my dad's high school = $750,000.
(8) Buy my dream homes in New Mexico and on the French Riviera = $1,000,000.
After all of this, some awesome traveling, buying a few modest toys (mostly motor cycles, books, music and robots) - this still leaves over $10 Million left.
Anybody want $10 Million Dollars if I win? I won't be needing it. Maybe I'd raffle off $500K to 20 people..... huh??
Sunday, January 24, 2010
Normally, I would dwell on such negatives as horrendous political events, problems at work and the general displays of ignorance by the public at large. As I have stated previously, I am working diligently on becoming a more positive person and focusing on those things that I can control and worrying less about those that I can not.
However, this does not absolve me from having opinions, nor expressing them when I need to rid myself of such negativity and evil outside influences. But NOT in this posting.
For much of my life, I have been fascinated by two fields of study that I dive in and out of on occasion, that of religion/spirituality and physics. For thousands of years, mankind has taken a bit of an exclusivity approach to religion and science. Sure, many scientists (not the least of which was Albert Einstein) had a religious background and even worried about what God was thinking. Generally however, people rarely are comfortable speaking of these two topics in the same setting.
With the advent of quantum mechanical physics (circa 1910), the understanding that there are many "weird" objects and forces in the universe, opened up the opportunity for science and religion to begin a processes of interconnection. This process has been extremely slow in developing over the last 100 years and many are still more comfortable with keeping science and religion separate.
I am not.
I have read the Bible, parts of the Koran and some of the Torah and I have always been a "fan" of Taoism. I even read two books about Hinduism and frankly got lost in all of their many deities. I have never explored Buddhism, other than some light reading and an ever present love affair with bronze Buddha statues and statuettes. Looking at the likeness of the Buddha has always made me smile and feel at peace. I have no real clue why, but it does.
So when my daughter gave me a Borders gift card for Christmas, I bought a new copy of my favorite Taoism book AND I purchased my first ever book on Buddhism.
Imagine my surprise when the first thing that I read in this book is a quote from Albert Einstein, "The religion of the future will be a cosmic religion. It should transcend personal God and avoid dogma and theology. Covering both the natural and the spiritual, it should be based on a religious sense arising from the experience of all things natural and spiritual as meaningful unity. Buddhism answers this description."
I have found that there is some quirky weirdness in Buddhism, but the basic premise and structure is truly appealing. I wouldn't say that I am or ever will be a "Buddhist", but I will say that this won't be the last book on the topic that I read.
Meanwhile, I continue to lose weight through diet and exercise. I will begin formalizing how I meditate (it turns out that I have been meditating at times during my whole life and didn't know it). I will continue to focus on the positives and learn to let go, including to let go of my own self doubt and guilt and fear and negative emotions.
I also reviewed some literature on physics yesterday and I will spend the rest of this morning dwelling on that topic, as I allow my mind to wander around and wonder about the universe.
Sunday, January 10, 2010
Last week started in an absolutely abysmal way.
Upon reflection, I decided to regroup and figure out how to move forward. I have often been told that my two greatest assets are my insatiable curiosity and my tenacity toward achieving objectives. Giving up is NOT part of my make up.
So on about Wednesday night or Thursday morning, I realized that the New Year wasn't going to be all that it could be, if I wasn't going to participate actively in making it better.
Oh yes, this year is GOING to be one of the best ever !
Starting with a focus on a positive attitude, followed by eating well and exercising, this year will be yet ANOTHER* break through year for me and those that I love.
Some other "notes to self" involve maintaining high energy, laughing a lot and reading in my spare time. There are several books that I wish to read and one that I wish to re-read.
The Path (Tao Te Ching, by Lao-tzu) is one of my favorite reads, beautiful and inspirational, it is one of the books that I ordered from Borders with my gift card - Thanks G Rae!
Another thing that I must do, is to rejuvenate my music library. It is too small and narrow and I want to add so many new songs AND a boat load of old favorites.
I know that this all may seem hum-drum to anyone reading this blog, but it is ALL important to me and I know that it is also a healthy approach to the new year.
Peace and Love to All !
*(there have been several before this, but not all 46 that I have been alive to enjoy, some noteworthy ones were 1968, 1970, 1971, 1982, 1998, 1999 and 2002)
Monday, January 4, 2010
Seriously, if someone in the White House, Congress, Downing Street or Parliament would read the many books on the Middle East by reputable writers (like "The Devil We Know" by Baer), they might understand that the "War on Terror" is not about attacking a place, but rather dealing with an ideology.
Its not enough the we are in an 8 year war in Afghanistan as "retaliation" for 9-11, then we got sucked into a war in Iraq, searching for non-existent WMD - but now there is talk of Yemen.
Sure we have forgotten North Korea (remember the axis of evil?), even though they have been quite provocative lately, but what about Western Asia?
Lets look for a minute at the US and UK and their inconsistencies in the region:
(1) We remove the leader of Iraq, because we think that they had weapons of mass destruction that could be used against our allies in the region (a.k.a. Israel). What about the weapons that Pakistan has that could be used against Israel? Egypt has a very powerful arsenal? Iran? Libya?
(2) We also claim that we wish to install democracy there to "help the people". What about our long time (220 years) support of the kingdom in Saudi Arabia? (In case you didn't know - its not a democracy)
(3) Bush, Blair, Brown and now Obama all say that we are justified in attacking any country that "could pose a threat to our national security". So due to the heavy drug traffic, kidnapping, illegal immigration and murder going on near the border with Mexico, should we attack them? Shouldn't England attack Ireland because some extremist remnants of the IRA still exist?
Assuming we had a large enough budget (we don't) and re-instituted the draft to fill our military needs (it will never happen, unless our homeland is literally under attack), the logic that is being employed by our governments would have us "fighting wars" in some 14 countries that pose a threat to us and another 45 or so countries that "deserve democracy".
This list would include China who:
A. Was our ally in two world wars
B. Owns billions in US debt
C. Has more nukes than we do
D. Has more people in their military than we have citizens
I would expect a major ass kicking !
We have all heard the thought that "Insanity is when you continue on with the same behavior and expect a different result".
Apparently we have officially lost it !
Who wants to make a bet that within the next 6 months we launch a Cruise Missle attack against a "target" in Yemen and end up killing a bunch of civilians?
Sunday, January 3, 2010
After a ton of time off for the Holidays, its time to go back to work (tomorrow morning). I am looking forward to 2010 with a measure of cautious optimism. After all, life in America may be irritating at times, but we have a lot to be thankful for. (like plenty of food and the freedom t0 whine about how bad we have it)
I don't believe in New Years Resolutions, but here are some things that I will consider changing in the upcoming year.
How I Handle Stupid People:
Normally, I either ignore them (and make jokes about them behind their backs) or make fun of them to their faces. This year I plan on pretending that I am carrying a stun gun and shooting them. Imagine the look on their faces when I hold up my hand, pull the "trigger" and make a noise the is supposed to mimic an electric shock. "Gzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzt"
How I Deal with Stupid Situations:
Usually, I find the person (usually a clerk., another driver or fast food manager) who is responsible for the stupid situation and I try my best to embarrass and upset them. This year I plan on pretending to throw my clothes, food, groceries, dry goods, or other item or service that they are pretending to supply to me or pretend that I am going to crash my car into them. Again, these actions will be complete with appropriate hand and facial gestures and sounds.
How I Vent My Angst:
Normally when I am angry, I raise my voice, roll my eyes, develop a bitterly sarcastic tone and say the F and GD words a lot.
Some things just shouldn't be changed !!
What are you considering to change in 2010?